Four into forty, and I have learned that I both care too much and too little. I haven't allowed myself to be who I am because of the people around me. I keep wanting to know if there is some place where I belong, me, not mom or wife, just me. Maybe the life preservers aren't saved for people like me. My thinking is much too dangerous. To live in a community that embraces you no matter what your views are. That's something that has been a hamper on my whole life. All circles allowed, no squares. So you change and try to shape yourself into that circle, but you're all angles. So, where are the squares?
Four Into Forty
Updated: Jun 13, 2023
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